Inner Feelings
Here I am with you in my arms...
As I stare into the glimmer in your eyes...
I softly whisper..I'm sorry...
Sorry, that I have to see you like this...
I get anger that I can not bear...
So much I want to hear your voice...
Only GOD knows if I ever will...
I dream..dream of you speaking...
Speaking the most beautiful words...
"MOMMY, I LOVE YOU"
I hear the most beautiful voice of all...
I wake drowned in tears...
As I get lost in a journey of sorrow...
Where did I go wrong?
Is it even my fault?
As every day goes by...
My little angel gets stronger...
Thats right mija, show them you can...
You've taught me so much.. in appreciating life...
Mija, if I could only trade places with you I would...
I would give up every thing for you...
All I can do is show you love, and be there for you...
And wait and see what GOD has in store for you...
I don't want you to ever think...
Think..that you are different from others...
You are a very beautiful unique person...
Don't ever let any one or any thing put you down...
Always stay strong, and think positive...
Mija, when some thing bothers you...
I can't hear you cry, or know what's bothering you...
But with your emotions and expressions...
I feel your pain...way deep inside...
We brought you into this world..not knowing what we'd go through...
But when you look at me, and smile...
My sadness, and anger is no longer there...
Even though, your imprisoned by your voice...
You always find a way to show me your love...
Alexia, no matter if your a special need child...
You can always count on me...
All I can do for now is what and see what you become to be...
Your mom, Virginia
