Brandon & Angel
05-03-2002, 09:26 PM
Please do not mind my spelling, I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face.....I should not even be here I am sure.....I just feel so lost and alone......
Angel had a conversation with me (well the best should could most was in Sign).......She told me she was tired,,,,I told her it was ok and she could go to sleep....And if her Dad came on line I would wake her up......She looked and me and said no......
She means she is tired of the fight.....She told me it was time to go and see Teddy (Her Dog in Heaven).....
She asked if it was ok if she said Good Bye (we NEVER EVER use that word,,,,,As long ago she hated it and to her Good Bye was Forever)......
It was the hardest thing I have ever done.....I told her if she was ready to go to Heaven it was ok with me.....I had to choke back the tears.......
Rite now she is sleeping.....I am so scared she will not wake up,,,,,,Has she given up?....
Sorry I have to go,,,,
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Angel had a conversation with me (well the best should could most was in Sign).......She told me she was tired,,,,I told her it was ok and she could go to sleep....And if her Dad came on line I would wake her up......She looked and me and said no......
She means she is tired of the fight.....She told me it was time to go and see Teddy (Her Dog in Heaven).....
She asked if it was ok if she said Good Bye (we NEVER EVER use that word,,,,,As long ago she hated it and to her Good Bye was Forever)......
It was the hardest thing I have ever done.....I told her if she was ready to go to Heaven it was ok with me.....I had to choke back the tears.......
Rite now she is sleeping.....I am so scared she will not wake up,,,,,,Has she given up?....
Sorry I have to go,,,,
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